vicious laura rising from misery

on that same day of my birthday in the evening , like i said before we don really celebrate my birthday at all ,not even at once ,its just a day as any other days.

well I know its actually kinda funny and weird , moreover its not because they can afford throwing a party for me as they always does for my two younger sisters, yet it wasn any special day ,i bet they don even remember it , as in anyway its no big deal since it has always been like This for the past 21 years ,so yeah nothing new to be surprised of.

in that same evening we were having dinner as usual , by the way Im not the one who prepares dinner, unless when these two good sisters of mine wants to pick on me .

i were just sitting right next to my father and then he looked at my face and then said ” Laura congratulations , youve grown really fast, can believe i was changing your Nappy just yesterday ”

Dad!? it wasn yesterday twenty plus years ago , stop exaggerating! i said

ugh gross , we
e eating Dad who wants to know that youve changed her Nappy when she was a baby , said Linda

get up if you can eat because of what i just said he commented

anyway sweetheart hope you aren upset with me that I didn take you out to celebrate your birthday as usual, it was an intense day for me , i couldn spare even an hour , however Ill make it up for you, thats a promise … just ask me whatever you want.

right , as far as i can remember , my father and i always used to celebrate my birthday out , for the reason which i don know, others has never cared much about my birthday, so maybe he pitied me a little or for some other reasons , so on this day he takes me whenever I want and bought me whatever I ask for , and yes only the two of us , since my younger sisters wouldn really care to go out with me . . however Im not still little girl who gets excited for an Scoop of an icecream , either being taken out at the theme park or cutting a birthday cake , so i wouldn really be down in the dumps for it.

Dad its ok , Im already old for that you see, Im not still six to throw a fit that i weren taken out to celebrate my birthday , as long as you care , Im more than satisfied.

and also Im well aware of fathers good intentions, therefore don worry dad ,I am not upset ,I said

humm looks like i need to stop treating you as a little girl, Im upset now , anyway what present would you like for your birthday this year? dad asking

darling you
e spoiling her a lot , just skipping one birthday present wouldn kill her, isn it right Laura? mom said

right dad , and her birthday is almost over why would you bother asking her what present would she like? i think you could just ask me instead , as my birthday is right in the corner said Elena

dad Elena has a point , also you
e only being nice to her , youve never asked us which birthday present we would like to have for our birthday, Im not saying it because of just now , but even as in the past you never asked , why only her aren we as well your daughters ? mum say something this ain fair you know said Linda

keep your voices down all of you! shes your elder sister for God sake! your mother buys you whatever you fancy at anytime , she got nothing and she never complains like the two of you, instead all she ever get is your ungratefulness , tossing her around and making her tidy up all of your messes ,do your shores Etc , can you treat her well ?

I really don understand you at all ,I blame myself for not rising you up strictly!

eish! shes just a useless sister why bother Elena murmured.

that was the first time seeing my father getting angry at them , I didn know what to say at that moment I was just scared , I wanted to cry out loud but I wouldn bring myself to , but seriously what was that overwhelming strange feeling? was I too excited that they got scolded or was I afraid of what was about to happen.

at that moment I was somewhere else thinking about what was going on, I didn even brought myself to ask for what I wanted for my birthday, I was only thinking what if I say something wrong and make the situation even worse…..

And my wish were only simple, just asking them to let me live at the campus only then I would be able to escape my unpleasant life.

but on the second thought I was wondering whether that would be my only way out !

but to be honest the best present I ever wanted since I were five ,and that was the only thing I ever wished for,.. was a family, not a house full of people and pets but Im talking about the love of ones family members, to feel the warmth of being cherished by your own family , to receive the love of your mother , to have somewhere you call home , where you fit in and belong , with people who loves you back unconditionally , not only being loved by my father but also by both my young sisters and Katherine my mother…..,

was that too much to ask? Ive been hoping for that, at least one day they will open up to me , and welcome me into their hearts but really!? i gave up on that wish for long ago , the only thing left in my mind is how I can leave this miserable place and today is my only chance to bring it up…

Laura , sweetheart are you ok? you don seem fine to me .. i though you weren sad for not taking you out , don tell me you didn meant it when you said that said Giovanni trying to tease her .

stop Dad , you know well that i meant what i said , its just that i were thinking of something else , anyway father Im really fine i replied

if you say so , then here its your birthday present , said Giovanni while Handing Laura a small shabby tiny box

phuaaahahaha please dad , you are really hilarious, i should say , . i can really stop myself from laughing ,Linda mocking the present Laura were given

i would like to admit that father really does have a good eye , shabby gifts for shabby people like you Laura, anyway that fits you so well sis. Elena commented

stop it both of you , enough is enough , how dare you spout nonsense in front of your father! mother shouting at both of them

i really were taken aback by her shutting those two up , Normally she would turn a blind eye on them , don ask me why she did that , well i Don really care about the reason , Im used to their mocking anyway .