Young Master Gu, Please Be Gentle

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“Lu Jinwen, do you still remember Mo’er? I had only managed to hold her for a minute before she was sent to my sister right after she was born.
You wanted Mo’er to call my sister Mom, I begged you for so long.
The thought of Mo’er would send tears flowing out of my eyes.
But when you come home at night, you would ask of me to smile, only then would you talk to me.

“Do you still remember our second child?” Tears welled up in Lin Xuanji’s eyes.
That child would forever be the thorn in her heart.
“My so-called elder sister killed my child, she gave me a bowl of abortion medicine.
I suffered a miscarriage and Mo’er wasn’t with me.
I went to Sister to fight it out with her.
I wanted to take revenge for my child.
But what did you do? You protected Sister and gave me one tight slap instead.
All you did was to not visit Sister for two years after my child was gone.
What, am I supposed to be grateful to you?

“Lu Jinwen, look, I was pregnant with two of your children, but they both didn’t end up well.
It was because I was so terrified when I was pregnant with Chenyi, I would have nightmares every night.
Every single night, Sister would appear in my dreams and give me another bowl of abortion medicine.
Chenyi would appear in my dreams and call Sister ‘Mom’, he even hit me with a rock, scolding me for giving birth to him yet not raising him.
He told me I wasn’t fit to be a mom!

“I would always secretly cry at night, I didn’t want to tell you about it.
Why do I have to tell you about it? Have you ever protected us from all the harm that came our way? You separated my daughter from me and even shielded the murderer who killed your child.
Aren’t you the one who pushed me into those circumstances and caused me to be like that? How far have you pushed me?

“You ordered someone to force me to take an abortion pill, I even had to slice my tummy open when I had a premature birth.
I had to witness Chenyi not making a sound at all, he was born mute and Butler Ye even took him away from me.
Every one of those tough moments, when I almost died from all of the pain and agony, have I ever thought of telling you about the truth? No! Not even one single bit.
Look, how far have you pushed me?

“If only you had just given me even the tiniest hint of warmth and security, I wouldn’t have ruined myself and the children like that.
I chose to bear all of the agony and guilt, I chose to lose my consciousness.
To me, you have already become a demon in my eyes.

“Everyone only saw the glamorous part of my life, who even wanted to look behind to witness the loneliness? I hadn’t been harmed to death by my own father and sister, but I feel that I’m going to die in your hands!”

Lin Xuanji screamed with her eyes both red.
That was how lonely and helpless she was over the years.

Ever since she was young, Lin Xuanji had an unfortunate life.
Her mom was gone since she was young and their father had used them like chess pieces.
Her elder sister had chosen a completely different life from her.
She had chosen to be best friends with Huo Yanmei, but instead, suffered a betrayal.

There were countless eminent youths who pursued after her, if she had just chosen Jun Mosheng and gotten together with him, she would have led a blissful life.
However, she fell in love with Lu Jinwen.

Why? Why had she fallen for him? Why?

Her love for Lu Jinwen had ended the year she got pregnant with Chenyi.

Their love had come to an end that year.

Every single time she made a decision regarding Chenyi, it was all because of her despair towards Lu Jinwen and life.
She would always be in a daze while sitting in front of the windows, she wanted some warmth, some help from someone else.

However, she hadn’t received any of it.

In her life, all she had was darkness and despair.

Stunned, Lu Jinwen found he couldn’t speak, couldn’t move.
He suddenly recalled her romantic ways when she first fell for him.
She was just as sweet as Mo’er, making one feel like doting on her with all they had, but she slowly turned stubborn and cold.
She would never relent even if she was wounded all over.

How had things become like this?

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