The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide

the moment and wasn’t in the mood to say that.

They lived under the same roof every day, and he enjoyed Zheng Sen’s meticulous care.
They obviously weren’t close, but Zheng Sen treated him better than his close relatives did…

He wasn’t an ungrateful person, and he knew in his heart that he owed a lot to Zheng Sen, but Zheng Sen didn’t say anything.
He didn’t want to clarify the ambiguity between the two, but he didn’t want Zheng Sen to let go at this moment.
Ye Ming’s heartbeat was a little fast, and he didn’t know what to do for a while.

Zheng Sen stared at Ye Ming’s face, the feelings in his chest surging.
A voice in his heart was constantly telling him, say it, say it… You never say it and keep avoiding it, are you just afraid of being rejected again? 

But… if you never say it, how can Ye Ming understand your intentions?

You should try again.

There were two choices in front of him today, to let go of Ye Ming and let him leave, or to express his feelings… and let Ye Ming know.

Zheng Sen’s eyes darkened and finally, a ray of determination emerged.
He suddenly pulled Ye Ming into his arms, his voice hoarse, “I happen to have something to tell you too.
If you don’t say anything, then I’ll tell you about it first.” 

Ye Ming leaned into Zheng Sen’s arms, feeling his solid hug and temperature, and he lost his calm.
There was an uncomfortable look of complication on his face.

Zheng Sen stared at him seriously and said word by word, “I like you.”

Ye Ming tightly pursed his lips, his heart beating wildly.
He always felt that he should live up to Zheng Sen’s wishes.
He was probably the person who treated him best in the world.
When he was in his most helpless state and needed help, he helped him without asking for anything in return.
But… if he wanted to agree, why couldn’t he say anything?

It was like… there was still something missing… 

He clearly trusted him so much, but why was he unwilling to accept his feelings?

Zheng Sen’s eyes were tender and affectionate.
He said slowly, “You don’t have to give me the answer now, but let’s try… okay?”

Ye Ming breathed a sigh of relief when he heard those words.
He hesitated for a moment and finally nodded.

Zheng Sen smiled.
He didn’t expect Ye Ming to fall in love with him at once, but Ye Ming was willing to give him a chance, which was great progress for him.
He held the person in his arms tightly and was a little reluctant to release him, but in the end, he still let go of his hand and smiled mischievously, “See you tomorrow.” 

Ye Ming almost ran away.

Zheng Sen looked at Ye Ming’s back and sighed, recalling the feeling of holding Ye Ming just now.
It looks like he’ll need to shower again.

Ye Ming went back to his room and slept comfortably, the nervousness from just now completely gone.

The next day, Zheng Sen appeared in a casual suit in front of Ye Ming as usual.
He looked no different from the past, but there was an additional difference.
The eyes looking at Ye Ming were less suppressed and a little hotter. 

Zheng Sen drove out with Ye Ming and asked with a smile, “Do you have any places you want to go?”

Ye Ming was always a little uncomfortable facing Zheng Sen after experiencing what happened last night.
He turned his head, coughed and said, “No.”

Zheng Sen raised an eyebrow and smiled, “Then I’ll plan everything.”

A new film had just conveniently been released, so Zheng Sen took Ye Ming to see it.
He held Ye Ming’s hand tightly in the dark, so much so that when they came out from the cinema, Ye Ming’s palm was sweating. 

A man who used to be such a gentleman suddenly changed after he confessed.

Ye Ming never knew that dating was a difficult thing.
He rationally thought to himself that he shouldn’t refuse Zheng Sen.
There was no reason to refuse Zheng Sen, but emotionally he always felt that Zheng Sen was not the person he loved the most.

His mood was contradictory and complex.

Zheng Sen sensibly noticed Ye Ming’s hesitation, but he did not give up easily.
Instead, he pretended not to notice, and said to Ye Ming, “Where do you want to eat for dinner?” 

Ye Ming didn’t tell him to choose this time.
In order to avoid embarrassment, he took out his mobile phone and started to search for nearby food.
Finally, he chose a Chinese restaurant and said, “Let’s go and eat here.”

Zheng Sen took a look and didn’t expect Ye Ming to pick there.
It was the place Ye Ming liked to go before he died.
Did he still remember the restaurant even after losing his memory…?

His eyes flashed, and smiled, “Okay.”

Although the Ye Ming now was very good, if Ye Ming could recover his memory, Zheng Sen would definitely not stop it.
If he occasionally went to a familiar place, maybe it would help him. 

So Zheng Sen took Ye Ming to the restaurant.

The restaurant was decorated in a serene manner, with wooden corridors and a clear pool of water.
It was just like walking into an ancient and elegant mansion in the mountains… Ye Ming originally chose randomly.
He picked one that looked pleasing to his eyes, but he didn’t want to come here.
He felt inexplicably familiar.
Not only that, but he always felt that he should have been here before.

Without even thinking about it, he went in and sat down.
Even the position… it was as if this was where he used to sit.

Ye Ming spaced out for a second.
At this time, Zheng Sen put the menu in front of Ye Ming. 

Ye Ming looked at it and ordered a few dishes at will.

Zheng Sen looked at the dishes that Ye Ming ordered, and suddenly said with emotion, “You used to like ordering these.
”

Ye Ming paused, raised his eyes and asked, “Have I been here before?”

Zheng Sen nodded and said with a smile, “Yes, you used to come here often, so I was a little surprised when you picked this place, thinking that you remembered something.” 

Ye Ming smiled and sighed, “Really? That’s a coincidence, actually, I don’t remember anything.
”

Zheng Sen’s eyes were gentle, and he said slowly, “It doesn’t matter.
Maybe you’ll remember it slowly.
This is a good sign.”

Ye Ming also smiled.
He talked with Zheng Sen about the past, and his mood gradually relaxed.
The meal was very relaxed and comfortable.
When he was about to leave, Zheng Sen stared at Ye Ming’s side face, looked at his pale red moist lips, and suddenly said, “Wait, you got something stuck in your mouth.”

Ye Ming was startled and reached out to touch his mouth. 

But before he could react, he saw Zheng Sen’s suddenly enlarged face, lowered his head and kissed the corners of his lips lightly, like feathers passing by… Ye Ming’s face turned red.
He didn’t expect Zheng Sen to suddenly do so.
He quickly turned his head, but suddenly saw a pair of dark and sad eyes.

The strange man who he had met in the hospital was standing on the wooden corridor and looking at him.