Pity Party(bxb)

{You know im not a saint, but i can make you pray}

-Bahari.

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What!? Is he insane? Shin was frozen in his place. With slight courage he almost whispered,

”What are you s-saying?! Why will i want to be your bîtch? ”

”Just to be useful once in a lifetime. ”

Shin really wanted to protest. But he was frozen in his spot. Cirrus was too close. His breath was hitting on his face. Getting no reply Cirrus breaks the silence first.

”Tomorrow at the evening come to the soccer field. You will be my special servant now on. ” With that he turned his back and left.

Shin forgot his emotional breakdown. He is now utterly confused and excited. Why will someone like Cirrus Virion give any shit bout a twig like him. And most importantly Who gave that egoistic prick the audacity to call him his bîtch?? Shin was angry. But a weird feeling caught him making him want to communicate more with that bastard.

The rest of the night Shin spent sleepless. Next morning Shin wakes up with a heavy headache and swirled up emotions. His step brother is coming today. His parent were busy making preparations for him. And so he was busy takin orders from his parents. As it was weekend he got no school. He remembers Cirrus Virions words. Today at evening. Soccer field. Shin tried his best not to obey that jerk but he consoled himself with words that he was only curious.

Samin arrived at noon with his 3 large suitcase. The first thing his step brother faced was love showers from his step mom and dad. Shin wasn too fancy of seeing him and so he locked himself in the basement again.

He was in his room for the whole noon. And at evening he walks to the soccer field. Shin was nervous. With several thoughts in his mind he reaches the field but found it empty. An eerie silence roaming in the air in the fade orange light of evening sky. He looks around and a silhouette makes his heart jump out of his ribcage. It was Cirrus. Leaning on the huge metal pipe at the corner on the field and smoking ciggarate he was looking at shin with monotonous but predator eyes.

”H-hi. ” Ugh. So lame.

Cirrus didn reply. After taking a quick puff he crushed the ciggarate butt on the metal pipe and with a boring ”Lets go ” he turned to the opposite of the field. Shin is now scared. He is quite mysterious.

”W-wait for me! ” Shin ran two steps and was about to hold his hand. But he quickly regains his composure.

”Which grade are you in? ”

”Um..eleven. ”

”So your a junior huh~ ”

”Hmm. ”

It was just a normal conversation but shin was still nervous. They walks until a group of boys showed up. They were from the soccer team of his school. Shin knew them. Cirrus was in the soccer team too but he would only show up in some big matches and having no friends he never really went to live watch any soccer match. Lana doesn like soccer. And shin was too not a big fan of it.

”Wassup ” one of the boys greets cirrus. He was a little tan than him and most importantly huge tall. Well all of the boys were tall. Shin was having a low height never reaching those boys heads.

”Hey. How was the match? ”

”Good as always. Whos this fairy? ”

”My…. slave. ”

Wow. Now in front of those guys he have to be humiliated. Shin regrets coming here.

”Really? Can we use him? Hes really pretty. Might as well become our maid. ”

The boys laugh hysterically. Even Cirrus had a little smirk on his face. ”Fuck off. ” Cirrus casually replies. It was going to be dark soon. ”Will we be having the fun or nah? ” Another boy asks. Fun? Shin was uncomfortable. ”Of course. I wouldn be wasting my time otherwise. ” Cirrus rolls his eyes. ”Rude~~ ” A guy pouts. Weird shin realized that pout guy was looking at Cirrus with interesting eyes from the start. And from his appearance he was super cool and handsome. Well not as handsome as Cirrus. And the way he was acting around him seemed like he had a crush on Cirrus. Nope. Shin shouldn be assuming things.

Cirrus is mysterious but he is nevertheless the popular kid. So hes bound to have popular friend zone. A beautiful girlfriend. But Cirrus never allows anyone to cross the invisible border he drew around him. People only get to know what he lets them know.

They walk again with the boys and stops at a place that looked like some motorbike parking lot. That place was huge. With various of motorbikes from renowned company around the world. One had to be filthy rich just to taste those goods. Shin gulped.

”W-what will we do here? ”

”Cant you see? Well do some bike race. And youll be joining too. ”

Motorbike race? Wasn it illegal? And seeing all of their faces Shin was sure theyll race as if their life depends on it. He doesn know how to ride a bike. Shin was scared as hell. What if he meet with an accident and break one or two bones? While Shin was in deep thinking the boys were already prepared for the race. ”Youll sit in the back with me. ” Cirrus tells while wearing helmet.

”Isn it illegal? Are we gonna over speed while we race? ”

”Well. Life is full of illegal things. And yes we will race in thunder speed. ”

Shin couldn agree with him neither he wanted to do this stupid dangerous thing. But he also couldn be able to deny Cirrus. ”Wheres my helmet? ”

”Youll race without any. ” Shin feels his soul out of his body. Even though its dangerous, a helmet did hold a tiny bit of security. How could Cirrus do that?

”What if i get hurt? I wont do it. ”

”Heh. Not like your life holds any value. You
e useless so it really doesn matter. And the most important, you
e my bîtch. You have no right to deny me. Now hurry. ”

What a prick. He never agreed to be his bîtch. What in the name of god actually happening in his life? Shin climbs on the bike behind Cirrus. His heart was beating so fast. Cirrus was so close to him. He smelt like citrus. Was it some cologne? The smell was unusual but pleasant. It calmed Shins nerves.