Learning how to say goodbye to you

Now, here I stood, on the rooftop of my school at 11 pm, leaning over the edge. A light wind breeze blew past me, gently stroking a couple of hair strands that covered my ears behind them. I took a deep breath, staring at the rising moon. Soon it would fully cover the sky and shine over the city, engulfing it in its charm.

Oh, how beautiful it had shown that night, but no matter how beautiful this sight was, it would never be able to outshine your eyes. No matter how beautiful the moon has shone, it would never compete with your eyes, nothing could compete with that beauty hidden deep within your eyes. Those beautiful eyes, nothing could ever come close to the way they used to shine.

I just wish I could see you once more. I just wish I could look into your eyes one more time, see them outshine everything and everyone around them. Just one last time, one last time…

”I love you, Ciel. I love you with all my heart. ”

I took one step closer to the edge, smiling as I recalled your gorgeous bright smile. Silence, silence was all that could be heard. All the voices in my head started to quiet down, finally, it was silent.

So, this is what peace feels like. It feels so nice.

A small tear then slowly ran down my cheek. It felt warm, the trace it had left, burned. My cheek was burning, it felt like it was on fire. A small chuckle escaped my mouth. Youd laugh at me for being this weak. If you could see me now, wouldn you, Ciel? Your laugh, oh, how much I would give just to hear it one more time…how much joy it would give me to hear it one last time. Yeah, one last time would be enough… just one last time…

”Well see each other again, even if its just one last time. I promise… ”

I said, looking up at the starry sky. It was tinged in purple and a deep marine blue. The sight was gorgeous.

I leaned forward, stepping off the edge, smiling. I closed my eyes as I saw the ground approaching…

”Another suicide, huh? ”

I heard a deep voice say, its words echoed through the room.

”Where am I? ”

”At the gate between heaven and hell, Micheal. You
e dead. ”

The mysterious voice answered. I opened my eyes and saw bright auras and light.

On the right, I saw a golden gate which looked like it was formed by a god, a warm hearted god. So, that is heaven…I bet Ciel is there… On the left, I saw a broken black gate, behind that gate, all I could see were flames. Many painful screams could be heard from within that gate. The aura was cold and unwelcoming there.

As I stared at the two gates and listened to the sounds coming from them, I realized the situation I am in.

”I thought, once a person dies, they go straight to heaven or hell, is my assumption wrong? ”

I asked towards the direction the voice came from, suddenly a big eye opened itself in front of me. Its pupil glowed red and blue, it was split right in half. Its glow