I Won’t Pick Up The Trash I Threw Away Again

uch less, much more dexterous.
I heard criticism worse than embroidery.
The embroidery at the age of 15 was embroidered by a 5-year-old child.

 

However, there was no way that I could take such a line of work as a job.
I didn’t even want to, and what I was good at was subjects that the nobility often learn such as philosophy, accounting, and politics. 

 

I could use this to become a tutor, but the problem was that in order to become a tutor, I had to marry.
Unmarried tutors were not preferred by the nobles, saying that they risked seducing naive children.
Moreover, tutors couldn’t work when they got older.
It wasn’t a stable job with a fixed income.

 

But why am I already thinking about getting broke? I haven’t even broken up yet.

  

I laughed a little and shook my head. 

 

Philen’s changed attitude in the last few days would have been quite shocking.
Countess Thebesa’s visit also played a part. 

 

It was wiser to try to keep what was right in front of you than to be afraid of something that hadn’t happened yet and find a way to deal with it.

 

Let’s keep my place somehow.
By all means. 

 

With that in mind, I remembered the abortion pill that Countess Thebesa gave me.
If I used it, I would be able to secure my place… As expected, I hated it. 

 

“It’s hard.”

 

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I was in a tight situation where I couldn’t do this or that.
I wanted to take a walk.
But, I was reluctant to go because Cecily occupied the mansion’s garden under the pretext of prenatal education.
I didn’t want to meet her because I didn’t have anything good to do with her.

 

“…If I leave the mansion, I won’t bump into her.”

 

Yeah, that would do.
Why didn’t I think of this earlier?

 

I thought it would be better to look around the capital and to relieve my frustration, so I took Sarah and went straight out of the mansion.

 

 I just left the mansion, and my frustration was relieved.
I smiled lightly and looked out the window.

 

“My Lady, it’s been a while since I last saw you smile.” Sarah, who was sitting across from me, looked at me with a twinkle in her eyes.
“It’s the first time I have seen it since we came to the capital.”

 

Did I? 

 

“There are a lot of interesting things in the capital.
There are a lot of delicious things! So let’s have fun until you feel completely relieved, My Lady.”

 

When I was relieved like this, it was useless to return to the mansion.
The moment I saw her and Philen’s faces, I would feel low again.

 

Just the mere thought of them sent the good feeling away as if it’s plunging again.
I didn’t have to make Sarah feel bad by telling her that.

 

“Yeah, let’s do it.” I smiled falsely and nodded.

 

After a while, the carriage reached a crowded street.
The distance was wide enough for the carriage to go around, but there were too many people to move forward.

 

“Let’s walk from here.”

 

“I think we’ll have to walk for a long time.
Would you be okay?”  

 

“I’m okay.”

 

I knew this would happen, so I came with Mary Jane shoes on purpose.
There was no problem walking for a moderately long time with this.

 

As I got off the carriage, an escort knight followed me.

 

“I’ll only take Sarah with me.
Don’t follow me.”

  

“But…”

 

“It’s okay.
You’re not going to ignore my order, are you?”

 

When I spoke with a stern face, the escort knight was forced to step back.

 

I took Sarah into the crowd without an escort knight.
Sarah stuck closely in case she would miss me.

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As if only the entrance was blocked, it became quiet when I went inside.
There were almost no people inside.

 

Obviously, I was wondering about the difference.
As I looked around, I realized that this was a residential street, not a shopping street.

 

“It looks like we have gone the wrong way.”

 

“I know, right? Let’s go back, My Lady.”

 

It was when I turned around in sympathy with Sarah.

 

“Go, let go!”

 

I heard a girl shouting somewhere.
I turned my head to the source of the voice.
Then I saw a giant man with a knife mark on his face holding onto a girl’s arm.

 

“Let my sister go!”

 

The child who looked younger than the girl was desperately holding the man’s leg.

 

“Why is this little one so annoying!?”

 

The man violently kicked the child’s belly with one foot that was the size of the child’s face.

 

“Argh!” 

 

The child floated in the air, then flew away and fell to the ground.

 

“Lily!” The girl anxiously called the child’s name with a tearful face.

 

The man roughly pulled the girl’s wrist.
Because of that, the girl fell to the ground, but he didn’t care at all.

 

“Don’t do anything useless and follow me! Do you know how much money you have to pay me back?!”

 

He tried to grab the girl’s hair and drag her away.

 

Listening to the conversation, it seemed that the girl borrowed money from the man.
Even so, the man’s behavior was too much.

 

I frowned at the ruthless violence against the child.
Sarah also looked at them in dismay.

 

I just hated getting involved in troublesome work.
My work alone was enough to burst my head.

 

“Wait.”

 

However, this couldn’t be ignored.