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“It’s okay, isn’t it?”


“Who doesn’t get annoyed when they’re being subjected to something unreasonable? It’s the normal reaction of a human being.
…My past self, too, always feels irritated after I do that.
I don’t think you should be so hard on yourself.”

I said this to clear the fog in Nana’s mind.

It reminded me of my dark history, of myself from a few years ago, when I was always irritated because I was lonely and couldn’t see Nana.
Back then, I was often bite everything that came in my way.

I gained a lot of fame back then, but I also lost a lot of friends.

Well, I don’t care what I lost except for Nana, but I feel ashamed just thinking back to that time when I thought I could just shut everything up with my strength.

Even I went through such a period, so I understand that dealing with negative emotions is difficult.

“As a streamer, it’s important to think about these things.
Many of Nana’s fans are attracted to your gaps, so they might be forgiving if you do something like that, but there will be a certain number of people who feel uncomfortable with that kind of behavior.”


“But you know what? There is also a segment of the population that doesn’t like it when something they like is being condemned when they do something they love.
That’s why Nana’s actions might have made some people feel relieved.”

“That’s harsh…”

Nana frowned as she listened to me.

“Nana, Your viewers may not be visible, but they are certainly human beings that exist beyond the screen.
It isn’t easy to be accepted by everyone because each has their own feelings, be it favorable or not.

I can tell you that it’s painful for your viewers to see Nana suffer.
People come to your stream to watch Nana, not to see your games, so Nana has to be enjoying herself above all else.”

“They’re there… to see me?”

“That’s right, if what you did today bother you, You’ll have to make sure not to do it again.
On the other hand, if it’s something you enjoy, you can do whatever you want.”

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It’s impossible to be liked by everyone, especially since Nana is a niche streamer in many ways.

However, a streamer doesn’t need to be liked by everyone.
Especially for game streamers, their target audience is the viewers who share the same hobby, so they are not aiming to be liked by everyone.

“I think I’ve gotten off-topic.
Well, I don’t think it’s wrong for Nana to be frustrated.
It’s as long as you’re human, your emotions can take over… But if it’s something that’s bothering you, I hope you can avoid it in the future.”

“…Yes, I will.
Thank you, Rin-chan.”

I’m not sure if she’s relieved after hearing my words, but as soon as she said that, she started to doze off.

All I need to do now is to pat her head gently, and her eyelids will naturally close.
And after 30 seconds, Nana stopped moving.
It seemed that she has asleep in peace.

She has no sleep trouble after all.
She just didn’t want to sleep while feeling irritated.

And she worries about it until she can’t sleep, like a person going through puberty, ah, that’s right… Nana’s emotions are probably still on the level of a child’s.
Anger and sorrow, in particular, are just starting to develop like a normal human beings.

The more time passes, the more uncomfortable these emotions become, so I think it’s inevitable.

“You look so happy in your sleep.”

I chuckled at the cute little creature that woke me up while I slept and wondered what I should do with myself that had already woken up.

I wish I could at least pick up my phone, but Nana has firmly attached herself to me.
And looking at this cute face, I don’t think I want to disturb her.

“Good night, Nana.”

In the end, I couldn’t find anything to do, so I continued to watch my best friend’s sleeping face until I felt sleepy again.

A note:

Some things make you feel worse the later you get.

By the way, Rinne was the type of streamer who also did similar antics until a few years ago.
[The Silent Desk Slammer] is one of her second name.

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